stupid

I did a very stupid thing last night. I turned out the light and went to bed, then remembered that I had not put in my systane eye drops. I reached over on the night stand, got the drops and put them in one eye. All of a sudden my eye was on fire. I ran to the sink and put lots of water in my eye. I then looked at the bottle and saw that I had put Debrox, an ear wax softner in my eye. This morning my eye was swollen and very red. I went to the Doctor and they put drops in to numb my eye and then some other yellow drops. They used a special blue light to examine my eye. He said I was lucky that I did no permanent damage. I have to put some drops in 4 times a dayfor a couple of days. Needless to say I moved the Debrox off the night stand !!!!!!
Welcome to my world !!!!!!

just a thought

In these times we are living in it is easy to be worried all the time and nervous. Lately whenever I start to go there I just say to myself, ( knock it off, you have a home, food, family, clothes, and health insurance. Be extremely grateful and just shut up. ) We need to just let God handle things, and try to live the best life possible. Everyday I say to myself, ( you are alive and breathing ) What else matters ? I am in another episode of rapid heartbeat today. I am having more then usual, probably because I have been sick. I go to the heart Doctor on the 29th, so I will let her know. I need to go ride my stationary bike as I couldn't walk today. Not because of my heartbeat but, because my knee is very sore from lifting some big flower pots yesterday. I was cutting back and cleaning up all my outside plants. One more day of outside work and everything should be done

Its a beautiful day

I know all you people in the eastern part don't want to hear this, but it is in the 80s here today. It is warm, sunny, and clear. It is supposed to be that way all week. I can live with that !!!
I cleaned both my refrigerators, and cleaned and mopped the kitchen. My heart started to fibulate which makes it a little hard to breathe, so just sat on my rear the rest of the day. It is as good an excuse as any right?

a brighter day

The haze is finally lifting. I went for my walk with my friend this morning, and then I cleaned the house. I think being busy is the key, or buying myself a present was good. I got me a new house plant. It is really pretty, of course Barney liked it a little too much so I had to move it. I guess he thought I bought him some greens for his diet. Maybe he is tired of seeds.
It is a really pretty day here today. It is 72 degrees, clear and sunny. The earthquake last night was a real shaker. First I heard a real loud noise like a big truck out front, and then a big jolt with a lot of shaking. It was somewhere around 6 PM. It was centered in San Bernadino. You always wonder if this is the big one !!!!!! Toodles

Dark Place

Today I am in my dark place. usually when I get sick, on about the fourth day I go to my dark place. I don't understand why, I just do. My stomach is queasy, I feel anxious, and like I won't find my way back. I will of course, I always do. Maybe I need a hug. Fat chance of that with the guys I live with. I told Garrett that I felt so sick maybe I would just die. He said that wasn't a good idea, because then he would have to find another place to live !!!!!!!
I did some touch up work on the kitchen this morning. I can't seem to get Rick started again. He always has something else more important to do. My cloud is growing bigger so will sign off for now.

achy

I finally went to the Doctor and got antiobiotics. I will be glad when it starts to work. I coughed ALL night last night. I would guess that I only got about 2 hours sleep.
I got tired of being a sicky, so I went out and trimmed the plum tree today. BIG MISTAKE !!!!!
I am in misery now. My neck, back, arms, and legs are killing me. Those cutters with the rope for high places are really heavy, and my plum tree is really big. It took me over 2 hours to finish and cut up all the pieces for the trash can. I would love to be the type of person that can just let things go, but unfortunately I am type A to the max !!!! If I did let it go, I would not be able to stop thinking about it. And so it goes !!!!!!!!!!!

sicky

Okay who gave me their germs? I have a mean sinus infection that decided to go into my chest today. Now I am getting Bronchitis, that means a trip to the Doctor. I can never shake it on my own without drugs. I probably got it by talking on the phone to my daughter or granddaughter. They love to see me suffer, so I am sure they sent it over the phone lines. They are VERY lucky I don't get to live my life over again!!!!! I thought that if I went for my walk and cleaned the house it would make me feel better. Well guess what, IT MADE ME FEEL WORSE!!! I am going to sign off and go have a pity party, and I am the only one invited.
Adious